Square Pegs
A while ago, we had some extra money in our medical savings account which needed to be spent. I was feeling a little bold, so I picked my first pair of designer "Bebe" glasses. I was thrilled. I usually don't do extravagant things like that. So, it was fun. When I walked in the store to pick up my frames, I hopped to the counter to see my new, snazzy glasses. As I pulled out the "couture", I was stunned by how far my pathetic prescription lenses jutted past the frame. Did I mention I am unable to see the big "E"? Suddenly it seemed like a Prada bag was being stuffed with pork rinds. It dimmed the effect. Deflated, I tried them on my face. As I turned to the side, I felt all I could see were those HUGE lenses. I was transported to those sad days when I would bring a novel to dances so I had company during the slow numbers. Now, it may seem like an exaggeration to you. But, don't you have something that still kind of lingers from fourteen?
Last night, I was in hurry to get somewhere. I shoved my massive hair in a head-band and put on my enormous glasses. As I walked to my car with a friend, I thought of our differences. She was a cheerleader-- even in College! She is always hip, cool and put-together. I thought to myself, "Wow! She wouldn't have known me in high-school." I can really look at this in two ways. Isn't it great to grow-up? Or, maybe high-school wasn't as bad as it felt to me. (Okay, so I really can't ignore the fact I did really read books at dances. But, maybe I needed more courage then.)
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Now that I have high self esteem and it has been enough time for the wounds to heal, I look back and realize EVERYONE felt the same way I did. I was lucky enough to still have enjoyed the time that I was there.
So I think it is both great to grow up and high school wasn’t just bad for you. The funny thing is … you taking a book to dances in high school makes you the cool adult you are today. Someone we all want to be around.
prada with pork rinds...too funny. but if you wore these at the family reunion, i didn't notice at all!
Pay no mind that he wouldn't say 2 words to me for the 18 YEARS WE LIVED IN THE SAME WARD!!!!! Ugh!
Yup...so glad that things change and our horizons broaden.
I'm sure you look FANTASTIC in the glasses...what a fun way to treat yourself!